I have been busy, such a lovely operative word that gets used too much. Sigh, but is never the less, true. MY husband lost his job in September, I started a job in October. Good timing, I know. For me it is a lot of adjustment from having your own business, setting your own hours, to going on the clock again. Having hubby home, when his hours from work, he has been a truck driver for 30 some years, varied, but I could have a good amount of free time. I love to paint, knit, just create, and then add in the kids, and grandchildren. Makes life full right there.
Changes. I choose to believe are for the good, for my good, and for our good. We will see what comes, what life brings. Some day's I feel as though I am just hanging on for dear life. Praying, crying, or just choking them back...I do find joy, have joy, peace, you bet. God IS in control no matter how my life seems to spiral out of control, my control that is. Either I believe He is for me, or not, that He is real and therefore involved in my life, or not. I choose to believe against all hope, hope that I feel has been deferred in my life over and over. Dreams that have been crushed beyond measure...but the flame still flickers. Which means there is life in them, those things, dreams, hopes. So...I will continue, doing what I know to do, learning as I go. Believing....
Here is some more paintings, and I wlll get some more pictures of knitting on from Christmas, yikes, I know. It is a step for me, to pour out, and put ME out here again....I choose, I am strong, I will make it....this IS for a season, and this too shall pass...
Well, 45 minutes later, no pictures. won't upload...will try later... back to the helps ticket.
Great article, Will recommend to others.
Thanks
Jocelyn
Posted by: Kitchen | March 28, 2011 at 08:58 PM